My Second Testimonial 2024 -- Roz

The thought came to me that I should write a testimonial. Why would I write a testimonial, do I even have one? Then I started typing and by the Grace of GOD, I have a testimonial. Who would have thought. So here I am, sharing a part of my path with you, the ones reading this today. With hand on my heart, I thank you for taking the time to get to know me a little better through my testimonial. Do you have a testimonial? Feel free to share in the comments or you can click the "hamburger" button on the top left side of the main page to contact me. I would love to hear from you. May GOD guide you, bless you and bring you freedom, this is my wish for you. --Roz

During my life my aunt and gram were the ones who showed me Jesus, I knew who he was, I believed in Him and on and off I tried to follow his ways. There were many times in my life I walked away from GOD, I never really made a conscious decision to walk away, it was the choices and decisions I made that ultimately showed I turned my back on my Father, it was never him turning his back on me. 

I could relay a list a mile long of bad decisions I have made, where satan guided me instead of being led by GOD, but I have already hashed those out and repented to GOD my Father for all of my sins; even the ones I didn't know I had participated in. When I mess up I do it well I seem to have a knack for it, when I repent I try to cover everything I know I have done and everything I dont know I have done, you know, just in case, cover all bases. GOD knows my heart and my sins and forgives me anyway knowing I am sincere in my love for Him.

I will say, I was raised in a dysfunctional leftist dingbat family. I was one of those dysfunctional leftist dingbats, an excuse whore, one who could not see truth if it smacked me upside the head, I was virtually clueless. Though at the time I never even knew what a leftist dingbat or a normie even was, amazing I know now.

Then one day I was online and I met the sister of my heart. Even still I didn't really clue in to all that was going on. I would read Chemtrails, HAARP, NWO, corruption and kind of move along. Then I met my-Heart, who I swear has the patience of a saint because I sure made him pull his hair out many days, especially in those early days starting in 2008. No matter how much he talked, my mind just could not comprehend, my mind would go on overload, my mind would forget and then I would go into defensive, excuse whore mentality going ten steps backwards. I wanted to tell him, I was trying to understand, I wasn't trying to be a dingbat, but I would somehow manage to say one thing and do another, it never failed to happen that way. I have said before, when I mess up, I do it well (this is obviously not a good thing) I dont even have to try and to be honest most times I don't even realize it until its already done. But I continue working with GOD to not be that person, because He is the one guiding me in these times.

Through the sister of my heart and my-Heart I have "met" others who are as educated, knowledgeable, determined, strong American Patriots who never cease to inspire me, I truly love them with all of my heart, the "Tribe" knows who they are. I am not mentioning all of them but I will talk about who I call my mentor, my friend, again many times I have pushed him beyond all limits of his patience. Sometimes he would want to throw me off a cliff into the ocean haha, but that would defeat the purpose, he would have to come save me because I can't swim. I think he knows I do not learn like others and speaks to me on my level. Maybe he loses brain cells sometimes talking to me, I never thought of that before. "Sorry"

Here I am going to fast forward to June 16, 2015 when Donald J. Trump and Melania came down that escalator to announce he was running for President of the United States. Though I had been waking up prior to this, I dont believe I was quite there yet, all of that was soon to change. I was hearing about pedogate, pizzagate, spirit cooking, child trafficking, the darkweb, the corruption of the highest level of evil in our land, dumbs, underground tunnels and so much more. At this time, I was still not with GOD but I was waking up to what was going on around me.

And then one day, it happened. They say something will trigger a reaction, they say it takes one thing to send you over the edge or to make you climb out of the abyss into the reality of the world around you. Ok maybe they don't say that, but they should because it happened with me. Eyes wide open!

My mentor sent me a link. I can see the page clear as day nine years later. The pages were black and all the writing and links were in orange. There were pages and pages and pages of reading and images all more sickening than the last. It talked of the evil, the Clinton's and others, images, spirit cooking, pedogate, pizzagate, evil that I could not have really imagined in my wildest nightmares. I stood up, I walked around, I tried to breathe, I went back and read. I could feel my body shaking, the desire to vomit, the clamminess and today I still shudder as I write this. I will never forget! I went through those pages a determination I had never had before to finish reading the horrors within them. And I was awake. I would not wish this upon anyone, I cannot accurately describe how I felt that day but I felt I was going to be traumatized for life. But if someone needs a shock to their system to wake them up, this is one way to do it. The next day, I went looking for the link to send to someone and it was gone, poof, disappeared. I emailed my mentor, who also could not find it, it was as if it never existed but my mind knows better. We figure it was part of the dark web and accidentally published on the www, was quickly removed as soon as they realized where it was.

Since this time, I have continued to learn what is going on in the world. I admittedly do not know everything, I barely know anything but at the same time I know a lot more than I did.

And then in 2020 my life changed again, the year the election was stolen from President Donald J. Trump. The prayers started flowing through my fingers, it was small at first and not every day, but I would write these prayers.  We need to pray! We need to spread GOD's word. We need to come together and unify. I thought these things and brought myself closer to GOD with each day. More and more frequently the prayers came, all based on what was going on in these times, praying for others who were in need of prayers. For four years I have written prayers daily based on whatever needs to be prayed for, whatever comes through my fingertips, sending them out so hundreds of people are saying them each day. I do not believe it is all me, I do believe GOD is guiding me in this, I feel as though this is my calling from GOD. In November 2023, I played with the idea of having a blog so others could pray as well. In December 2023, I set up the blog and at least once a day a prayer is posted, prayer requests are posted as I receive them, other things posted if I feel the need and GOD is leading the way. I praise His Name, thank You!

I think everyone needs to know, GOD has a plan for you. Far be it for me to guess what GOD's plan is for me, I would probably get it wrong anyway. But I pray, I ask Him each day to guide me on my path. Yes, I even question him when I am confused or frustrated, even a child of GOD gets frustrated in these dark times. But my faith never wavers, my belief in Him grows stronger and my heart is so full of the joy and goodness He brings into my life. I won't say that life is easy or that I am living the dream, but I am not suffering as badly as many are. I struggle just like so many of us are in these times, with the rising costs, the food shortages, the hours cut at work, trying to make ends meet. But I have GOD and He is providing everything I need, it is my faith in Him that is getting me through these times and I will continue to flourish and grow because of the LORD my GOD!

So I say, what do you have to lose? No more sitting on the fence for the ones who are. Welcome the LORD into Your life and watch Your life change in directions you never thought they would go. Because GOD has a plan for you too.

Jesus loves you and I love you. --Roz